Perception differences with individuals who have LDs have been noted before, and the treatment of students/individuals who are undiagnosed (and sometimes diagnosed) is one of notability. When the LD person perceives a situation differently than others, and acts according to that perception, there are often negative repercussions.
As a person who has ALWAYS perceived things differently, I see the direct connection to learned helplessness. The stimulus I perceived did not always match the response I elicited. If I studied and got a B, or didn’t study and got a B, what did it matter if I studied or not? To me, there was no correlation between studying and getting good grades. The things I did that got me into trouble were also similar to this situation. I have already been asked to “tell about the lemon.”
You should probably understand that when I did more presentations, I would occasionally tell about a time when I got into trouble even though I was acting very honestly, ethically, and responsibly. I wasn’t always honest, ethical and responsible, but it does spotlight a problem that does occur. It’s a real story that I still have imprinted vividly in my mind.
My grandparents lived in Florida and had fruit trees. They had sent a box full of grapefruits, tangerines, and a HUMONGOUS lemon (larger than a normal grapefruit). I was in 5th grade (where many notable events happened) and I couldn’t wait to have show-and-tell. I had planned to talk about how it’s warm in Florida and citrus trees have a longer growing season and more sun …anyway, I was antsy all morning.
I stood up holding this huge lemon, but not being a noted orator and being in 5th grade in front of everyone I stumbled my words a bit, “This (pointing to the lemon) is a …um, lemon, and my …uh, grandparents sent it from…”
“Tom,” my teacher, Mrs. Clean, interjected, “it’s a grapefruit. You said lemon.”
“No, it’s a lemon. My …uh grandparents live in Florida, where it’s hot, and …”
“Tom, it’s not a lemon.” My teacher went on, “It’s a grapefruit. I can see it’s a grapefruit, so what did you want to say about it?”
“It’s a LEMON, and I wanted to say that my grandparents…”
“Tom, stop saying it’s a lemon, and just tell us why you brought in this grapefruit.”
“It’s a LEMON, and I …”
“Tom, do you need to go to the principal’s office?”
“No, I want to talk about my LEMON! LEMON! …LEMON!” Said while facing the teacher and letter her know she was interrupting a key point in MY show-and-tell.
“Let’s go Tom. To the principal’s office.”
I was an emotional child, and I was pretty riled up by now, and I am sure there were tears as my emotional roller coaster went screaming down the tracks as we went to see the principal. I explained to him that it was a lemon, but he was a good principal and wanted to back his teacher first I’m sure, but did say, “Well, we’ll call your Mom or Dad and see if we can find out if this is actually a lemon.” This seemed to satisfy both of us.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t get either of my parents on the phone, so after calming down a while in Mr. Smey’s office, the principal and I returned to the classroom, lemon in hand. Mr. Smey let my teacher know that we were unable to contact my parents, but I could try again later.
I tried to sit at my desk, but I had this lemon in hand, and couldn’t wait to prove that I was not lying. I asked to return to Mr. Smey’s office and try again. After trying my parents again to no avail I returned to the classroom.
“Are you ready to talk about your grapefruit?” Maybe I recall the emphasis a little more exaggerated than it really happened, but there was something there for sure.
“You mean lemon?” I said (maybe said a little mockingly).
“To the principal’s office. Now.”
Over lunch, Mrs. Clean asked if we could cut open the “grapefruit” to prove it, but since it was my family’s I didn’t feel it was right. I’m sure this made Mrs. Clean feel more resolute in her belief it had to be a grapefruit, but it wasn’t.
I spent most of the day there, in the Principal’s Office. Each time I returned to the classroom, the teacher would ask if I would admit it was a grapefruit and I’d be sent back to see Mr. Smey. Finally, almost at the end of the day, I got a hold of my Dad, who confirmed to Mr. Smey that it was indeed a lemon. Words cannot express the thrill I had skipping back to my classroom with Mr. Smey in tow.
When we arrived, Mr. Smey pulled Mrs. Clean out into the hall with me and explained that it was actually a lemon. “Alright, Tom, we’re working on math right now, so please come in quietly and have a seat and we’ll get to your lemon in a little bit.”
I went in and sat down, holding my lemon, and looking at everyone with (I’m sure was) a goofy grin. “Tom,” said Mrs. Clean, “we’re doing our math work right now, please pull out a pencil and start working.” I pulled out a pencil, but there was NO way I could think about anything other than telling the whole class about my LEMON. “Tom, math time…” Yeah, right, math (rolls eye). I watch the clock tic. and I waited … and waited … the dismissal bell rang, and school was over. I never got to do show-and-tell with my lemon.
Let me go into more detail about Learned Helplessness. It’s not simply a matter of feeling helpless. There was a test done on on dogs a while back where they did a 3 pronged test. The basic premise was to sound a tone and then shock the dogs. Group one had a condition that stated if they jumped over a small barrier when the tone sounded, they would NOT be shocked. Group 2 was tethered to the results of a paired dog in group 1. If their paired group 1 dog was shocked, they too would be shocked. Group 1 dogs learned to jump the barrier, but group 2, did not. The 3rd group was introduced and a similar experiment was conducted, but now each dog was independent. The test was set that the tone would sound and if the dog went under a specific object, they would not be shocked. The dogs from group 1 learned quickly to move under the object. Group 3 learned as well, but group 2 heard the tone, and would just lay down and whimper as they were shocked.
The big thing to realize here is that group 2 had lost the understanding that they could change the result. This concept can be transferred to seeing how students with LDs have a different perception of things and their behaviors are not “normal” for the “conditioned response” training most students receive in school.
The Learned Helplessness isn’t necessarily about feeling helpless, it’s about the broken system of behavior to consequence. I will come back to this and discuss it more soon.